I wish I could...

Regrets. I have many and thinking about them doesn't help of course... And also accepting the present is not easy because it not what I'd like it to be. I work and, of course, it is a big step ahead...if I only think how I felt when I was unemployed. But I can't see a future in what I'm doing and working in the CSR field remains just a dream. I have a permanent contract and it's the most positive aspects maybe: I can pay the rent and live here, etc. but at the same time I feel a little bit in chain; I have the perception that time is not mine anymore and I can't easily plan what to do and when. Anyway, I have to learn to live fully in the present moment. This is also the message of a wonderful book I read last month, Veronika decides to die by Paulo Coelho.